Oh and my dad got offered a job in China, Macau and he took it, I have less than two months left in England, I don't know how to feel really. I am going to miss Anna and Jenny so much, I try not to think about it because I always begin to cry when I do, they were and are in so many ways my first real best friends. Then on the other hand I can't wait! I want this, I want something new and exciting, something new and different. So watch out China here comes your newest moody teenager! ;)
sometimes being in a perfect family sucks, it really does. I mean I love them all to bits, I do, but I always feel like the ugly dumb one when it comes to them. My mother ex-model/mid-wife, yep that's right she is smart and beautiful. My dad is a genius and according to all my mums friend "a hottie in his day" (cringe), both my sister and my brother are stunning, gorgeous, oh my dear lord I just saw angel. So yeah it's annoying. -_-
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I just want to travel the world, hold someones hand, bled out all my feelings, sit under a starry sky with a summer love, I want to watch the world go by with you in mind, I want lingering kisses and gazing glances, some one to tell it all, to run down the beach with the setting sun laughing as we go. The tears need to be as strong as the smiles, my heart needs to sour and fall, just to be picked and pieced back togehter. To sail all seven seas, to watch the nights go by followed by the warm days...I want a life that is long rembereed and hard forgotten.
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Sometimes you just gotta be your own hero and save your own little heart. Because sometimes, the people you can't imagine living without, can actually live without you.
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When you’re a kid, people read you stories. Not just any stories, but the type where the handsome prince falls in love with the average girl and then they both ride happily off into the sunset on a white horse whilst the bad guy who wears the black cape rots in a dungeon of a castle. These stories have a name, it begins with ‘f’ and it is perhaps the most detrimental word a child could hear. Fairytales. In fairytales you meet prince charming and he is the definition of perfect. In fairytales the bad guy is always the easiest to spot because of his black cape. Then you grow up and you realize that prince charming doesn’t exist, and the bad guy I mentioned before doesn’t jump out from a tree with a warning sign saying you’re entering dangerous territory. He’ll open doors for you, he makes you laugh, he has perfect hair and he will treat you like a princess, until he doesn’t. Fact of the matter is, in life people don’t return something like a glass slipper, they keep it for themselves, the handsome prince doesn’t wait one hundred years to kiss a girl, they sleep with the town whore and once you’re labeled the ‘ugly duckling’ that’s all people will ever see you as.
Mirror, Mirror on the wall,
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Who is the biggest fool of all?
Must be the girl who can't stop crying.
Or maybe the girl who kept on trying.
